A Conversation With God & Self
A beginner's guide for building an intimate relationship with God & Self. A faith-based & safe space for those wrestling with inner conflict and self sabotage from unresolved childhood trauma. Whether you're new to faith or exploring the Bible, we have honest transparent, and open conversations with God, as we process healing, and personal growth—asking real questions without questioning God's existence.
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Episodes
26 episodes
Happy Birthday To Me: 31 Years Of Wisdom !
How often do you actually reflect on your life when you turn a year older? We celebrate, we go out with friends and family — but we rarely sit still long enough to look back at our growth… where we improved, where we fell short, and ...
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Season 1
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Episode 26
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35:39
Learning To Love The Judas In Me PT 3
We often talk about how Judas betrayed Jesus, but we don’t talk enough about how Jesus still loved Judas — even knowing what he would do. And if we’re honest, many of us don’t want to admit that we have a little Judas in us too...
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Season 1
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Episode 25
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50:52
Living in My Secret Truth: No Longer Hiding Behind Shame PT 2
How long have you either lied to yourself or lived in a lie because you feared rejection, judgment, or the fear of change? That was me — someone who was in a chokehold by fear and guilt based on my past.But you know what the LORD did for...
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Season 1
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Episode 24
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31:42
How God Saved Me From Me: No Longer Bound By Secrets PT 1
For years, I kept quiet — haunted by the burdens of who I used to be. The mistakes I made, the things I did... I no longer trusted myself. I couldn’t even look at me. I actually planned to stay mad at myself for the rest of my life bec...
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Season 1
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Episode 23
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55:41
Am I Sinning In My Unforgiveness?
In this episode, Lovasia talks about forgiveness — what it truly is and how it affects us in more ways than we realize: our hearts, our reactions, and even our actions. Forgiveness is a gift — one that’s meant to be given
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Season 1
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Episode 22
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50:40
Do I Really Know God Like I Say I Do? | PT 1
In this episode, I share how my relationship with God first began—it felt like meeting a kind stranger. Someone who was always there when I needed Him the most. Over time, that curiosity and desire to know Him more turned into a real relationsh...
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43:21
Did I Sabotage The Future I Prayed For ?
In this episode, we break down the worries of the mind and ask the real questions:What is your focus as a Christian believer?Are you still going against God’s Word when He says, “Do not worry” because His Fa...
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Season 1
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Episode 21
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33:17
Learning To Suffering Well With Others !
This episode is all about learning to accept the people we love right where they are.So often, when we experience something new—whether it’s healing, growth, or a deeper walk with God—we want everyone around us to experience it to...
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32:04
How Self Sabotage Controlled My Life !
How many times have you asked yourself:“What have I done to be stuck in this cycle of self-sabotage?”“Am I holding myself back, or is there a part of me that refuses to move forward?”In this episode, I break down the **avatars w...
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Season 1
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Episode 18
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1:03:06
Is Self-Sabotage the Reason I’m Not Where I Should Be?
When reality doesn’t match what you imagined, it’s easy to start questioning everything.“Am I even on the right path?”“Will the goals I set ever come to pass?”“If I knew better back then, would I be in a better place now?”
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Season 1
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Episode 17
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41:36
Still Carrying the Pain? Acceptance Is Part of Your Breakthrough | Suffering Well Series
Whew… this episode opened up *a lot* for me.Accepting your past? It’s not easy. It brings up old emotions, confirms hard truths, and forces you to look at things you’d rather leave buried. But here’s the thing—dipping into the past isn’...
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Season 1
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Episode 16
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37:22
When Your Belief System Delays Your Future !| Ep 15|Awareness Series|
Whew… for years I wrestled with anxiety over my future—trying to control the outcome, panicking when my plans didn’t align with what I *thought* was supposed to happen. I used to think if things didn’t go exactly right, then maybe I’d miss the ...
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Season 1
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Episode 15
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42:26
Why Dose Gods Timing Look Delayed ? |Ep 14| Awareness Series
Have you been feeling like you’re behind?Like no matter how hard you try, something always pulls you back—whether it’s procrastination, fear, or just avoiding the healing you know you need?Whew… trust me, I’ve been there.Honestl...
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Season 1
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Episode 14
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27:05
Healing The Root Of Self Sabotage | Ep 13 | Awareness Series
Where do I even start?This episode… whew, chile. It hit deep in ways I didn’t even expect.We got into the roots of self-sabotage—how it’s often tied to unhealed trauma, and how that trauma quietly shapes the way we see God, ourselve...
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Season 1
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Episode 13
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34:27
Why You Keep Sabotaging Your Growth | Ep 12
In this episode, I’m kickin’ off a brand new series that’s been heavy on my heart—**Awareness & Suffering**.We’re diving deep into what it really means to know who you are*—not just what you want, but *who you have to become ...
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Season 1
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Episode 12
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19:27
Faith vs. Feelings: When Emotions Start Controlling Your Faith
Have my emotions been blocking me from pursuing God—because of how I feel about my past?Whew… this one hit deep.The closer I got to Jesus, the more I saw my own humanity.And honestly? That exposure made me feel ashamed to even b...
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28:36
I Sinned Now What Do I Do? How Unforgiveness Has Caused Me To Sin
Have you been sinning... and didn’t even realize it?Or maybe you’ve been holding on to anger so long, you forgot where it even started…In this episode, I dig into the heavy-hitter: unforgiveness—How it quietly creeps in, sits in...
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Season 1
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Episode 10
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35:08
God Used My Struggles To Reveal My Purpose Ft TimelineBrice |Suffering Well PT 2
He thought he was broken... until God showed him what was already in him. 💭 In this episode, TimelineBrice gets raw about his struggle, and discovering purpose through pain. If you've ever questioned your worth or felt like you're chasi...
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Season 1
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Episode 9
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34:02
When it Hurts To Believe.. Trauma Blocking Gods Love |Psalms 139
“Lord, if You loved me, why did You let me go through that trauma?Why did You let me get hurt like that? Betrayed like that?Why would You let the very thing that hardened my heart toward You… happen?”Yeah… this episode got real ...
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Season 1
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Episode 8
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31:17
“When Prayer Isn’t Enough: What They Don’t Tell You About the Walk With God| Ep 7
What happens when prayer doesn’t feel like enough? When you’re trying to get close to God, but He still feels distant… do you lean in—or do you slowly walk away?In this episode of A Conversation with God & Self, I’m getting ...
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Season 1
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Episode 7
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24:44
I Got Hurt... and Stop Talking To God | Episode 6
In this episode, I’m diving deep—real deep. I’m sharing honest reflections from my own journey, and trust me… there are a few surprises you’ll only catch if you actually watch the podcast.Now, let me be real with you… the titl...
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37:40
Choosing God: Is It Really Worth It? w/ Pastor Lani
This episode was *real*—raw, uncut, and straight from the heart. We sat down and had an honest conversation about whether choosing God is truly the best decision. No stone was left unturned. We got *vulnerable* about the struggles before God, t...
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Season 1
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Episode 5
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1:08:47
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The Secret to Suffering Well Revealed! | Ep 4
In this episode, we’re getting real about something we all face but rarely talk about: suffering. Why do we go through it? What’s the purpose behind our pain? Is it just something to overcome, or is it meant to change us at our core? These are ...
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Season 1
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Episode 4
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44:31
Think Your Not Enough? Here's Why God Calls The Unqualified! Ep 3
You may not be qualified on paper, but according to God's resume, you are beyond qualified.How many times have you felt called to do something but told yourself you weren’t qualified or worthy enough to do it? How many times have you tal...
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Season 1
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Episode 3
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32:36
When Demons Spoke and God Answered: My First Encounter with God Ep 2
Can demons attack you when you are young? Join me, Lovasia Renee, as I share a deeply personal story from my childhood, exploring my discovery of God—from growing up in a non-religious household to experiencing many encounters with Him....
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Season 1
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Episode 1
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